a non-entry entry

I’m really not in the mood to write. I just thought I’d inform you, so you don’t end up thinking I’m all dead or something.

Several things:

***I’m purposefully neglecting to say much about my boyfriend. It’s his life, and his business to share if he wants. Not mine.***

***I’m pretty sure Aims just left OD. But we’re in the process of working everything out.***

***I’m really seriously considering banning all my friends from my diary. Of course, I’d have to just trust that they wouldn’t read, and therefore there’s no point in it, but whatever. Then again, I’ll never ban them, because it’s communication. And I invited them here. Whatever.***

That’s pretty much all I have to say at this time. It’s not that I couldn’t write pages of what’s going through my head. It’s more like I don’t want to at this point. It’s that entire all my friends reading my diary issue. At this point I think it’s better that I just leave it alone here until it’s sorted out or whatever. There’s no use in it. If I write that it’s going in my private diary, and that’s all there is to it.

I would like to say that Nate called me tonight. We spent an hour on the phone having a dozen meaningless conversations. It was like some of those entries I write, or those convo’s I have online where I just babble and ramble endlessly… ceaselessly… forever… on and on and on and on… Enjoyable. Fun stuff. And I realized I don’t LIKE him like that… he’s just has the possibility of becoming a Ron-ish figure.

I’m out of here… long entry for a non-entry, ehh? Being

~swept away not wanting to write~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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As your intelligent and wise brother figure, I must recommend that you DO NOT STOP WRITING!! BECAUSE. It’s unhealthy. Or something. Or maybe I just love reading about you. Because you are so cool! Don’t let a couple of bad events turn you away. Wait a bit. Everything will be okay. 🙂

September 8, 2001

interesing. I probably would tell my bfs life story because i would be so stoked to get one…lol…