the need to write… unfulfilled! *sigh*

Ahh, there is not enough time to write! I must go soon to get my hair cut… *cries out* I don’t WANT to cut my hair! This is tragic. Of course, it’s not really cutting… it’s just a trim… and it IS greatly needed… but still! It’s going to look so much shorter even if not that much is cut off… and then I’m going to complain forever and ever and ever! *pets hair* It’s down just past my shoulder blades right now, if that gives you any idea. Long and brown and curly. *sigh*

I wanted to write last night more than anything. I had so many things to write, so many thoughts to think, so many questions to ponder. I started 1984 yesterday, and then last night we, as a family, watched Finding Forrester, which, as I’m sure you can imagine, will make ANYONE want to write! Ahh… if you have not seen it, go to your nearest Blockbuster and rent it. I beg of you! Especially all you ODers. Just typing… thoughts flowing through your fingers before you think them. Ahh… but I could not write last night! My sister and my mother were greatly engrossed in conversation down here, and were not finished until past 1 am, which was way too late to come online. (Not too late to be online, mind you, but too late to just turn on your computer for such activities.) So I wrote a 6 page entry in my handwritten diary instead, mostly writing how much I needed to write in OD. *laughs at self*

You just can’t write what you need to write through a pen… well sometimes you can. If you have the time to think something out… something creative that requires you to stare off into space for awhile. But when you simply want to, as Sean mentioned, upload your brain to the internet, it’s much easier to be typing. (obviously) Really, by the time you get a word down on paper, you lost the rest of the thought you were having, whereas typing allows you to type and think simultaneously. You have no idea how fast I’m typing right now. Stupid backspace. GRR. But believe me, I know where THAT key is. And I do type correctly, so that helps a heck of a lot. If you don’t know how to type, I highly suggest you learn… it’s so much easier than hunt and peck. (Though if you’re like my mom, you have that down to a science!)

*drinks some Pepsi*

Well, I must be going. Pray for my hair! 🙂

I’m being utterly

~swept away in a thing called summer~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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