the adventure is mine to know

Ad seen on banner in OD: “Do you sometimes feel there is something hidden, working against you? There is. It’s called the reactive mind. Get rid of it. The adventure is yours to know.”

I sat here staring at it for the longest time. It was mesmerizing me. There was this blue face… and it kept pointing to the face, saying “The adventure is yours to know.” It just kept playing over and over and over. There is something hidden working against me. There is something hidden working against me. The adventure is mine to know.

I feel like a zombie or something. Like brainwashed perhaps. Of course I’m not, but that blue face was weird. The ad was apparently for Dianetics: the modern science of mental health. Well that’s just great. Fine and dandy. I’m getting paranoid. Subliminal messages… hah. I always wonder if somehow I’m getting them from something. I have no basis for thinking this. And I really don’t believe I AM being subjected to them. But I think it’d be interesting. A little like the entire downloading into my body thing.

WHOOOO… I think I’m scaring myself again. Why do I do this? Only happening as of late, too. Lol… maybe it’s just lack of sleep. Isn’t it true you can actually convince yourself you’re mentally not stable? Can’t you convince yourself of anything if you really believe it? Maybe I’m really telling myself I’m going insane. Perhaps I should stop that.

Scaring myself again. Hmm…

I’m being

~swept away in mind games~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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