It’s strange not to read your life everyday

Entry title supplied by mhumph. I’m not exactly sure how to respond to that… I suppose I’m flattered in a way. You see, it’s quite odd to not WRITE about my life everyday too… I don’t enjoy it at all. This musical *sigh* is whipping the life out of me. I came home after school yesterday and studied history for two hours straight. Hello? Dreamergrrl? Study? What? Then by 5:45 I was off to dress rehearsal. I didn’t get home until 10, mind you, and I still had chemistry to do.

Enough of the complaining though!

Do you know how good this has been for me though? I mean, really… in the past two weeks I think I’ve been online 4 times… I’m probably lying, so if you’ve seen me on more than that let me know. But I don’t think I have… how odd. No wonder you’re all going through dreamergrrl withdrawal! (I’m going through OD withdrawal… why does this sound like it has two meanings?)

Read my life… I guess it was never put quite so well. Of COURSE we read each others lives… all of us… putting our lives out there for anyone to read about… but… goodness. I read others lives, but I guess I sometimes forget that we really all DO follow each others lives… we really DO know other ODers in a way. When people don’t write for a week, I often find myself wondering where on earth they are… and why they haven’t written! Now I find myself in the other shoes… where have I been?

Last week went so quickly… this week is dragging on forever. Yesterday felt like Friday – it was horrible. But where has my junior year gone to? Yesterday was the 1st day of the 4th quarter. I’m almost done! Of course I can’t wait until June, and July with camp, and August with band camp… but I do have mixed feelings about the end of a year. It’s wonderful for moving on, and summer, and all, but it’s horrible if you like your classes. I wonder what next year will bring? How stressful will it be? Will I like my teachers? Who will be in my classes… who will I be sitting next to? All the seniors will have left, and I’ll find myself wondering what happened to wind ensemble… I was one of the few sophomores last year, and suddenly I find each year there are more people my age in my band… I’ll miss those seniors. How can we have band camp without them? How can we have a SEASON without them? How can we walk the halls without them? The sophomores still look like sophomores… they can’t be juniors already…

Things I think about… *shakes head* I’m so strange.

Well, I know this isn’t really a lot about my life, but I’m not sure I can squeeze much more into an entry!

As always, I’m

~swept away with the thought of writing~

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

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