11/11/00

You get to a point where you have so many diaries you SHOULD be checking up on, and somehow a person just can’t do it all! I usually start with the note-leavers, (oh I love you guys so much! Always make my day…) move on to the favorites list. It’s so hard to know where to begin on there. It gets so long that sometimes I end up taking people off. (None of you of course) But nevertheless it makes me feel really bad.

Lately, though, I’ve totally loved this diary more than ever. I find myself expressing everything I want to (sometimes more… whoops) and am totally comfortable with what I say. It’s even happier when I find all these people I’ve never met (with the exception of my BEST FRIEND EVER! Aims) actually care enough to not just sign their name *wink wink* but say something. No matter how small.

I feel like I finally have a community or something, no matter how ridiculous that sounds. I guess it takes awhile to accumulate “acquaintances” in the OD. So many entries and notes before you have a systematic following and become a regular followER. It’s cool though… I love it.

I felt pretty today. (Perhaps it’s because for the first time since… well nevermind… that I actually was able to shower and shave and just… pluck my eyebrows!) I know you didn’t need to know any of that, but I don’t really care. And I WASN’T at all pretty today… hair wasn’t looking to good, no makeup, long sleeve tee, and jeans. That’s it. Nothing great. But I felt like HAD I been dressed up today, I would’ve been pretty. (Or at least as pretty as it is possible for me to get…) Oh whatever.

I want to look good for the band banquet tomorrow. Don’t know why… no one I want to impress. I just do.

more later,

@~>~>-dreamergrrl

I know, it’s really cool meeting all these people online Yes, I bet you WERE pretty

I agree with the whole little community thing. It almost feels like a little family we’ve got goin on here. You even have your immediate family, and then some distant relatives that you visit from time to time. I

I’m completely babbling. It is really hard to keep up with all the other diaries though. And then you feel guilty cause they leave you notes and you don’t have time to…well. Blah. I’m sorry 🙁

But look, look! I left you two notes to make up for it! Well, I guess this one makes 3. hehe. Shall I keep going? Methinks not. I gotta go to work 🙁 Bye! 😀

You need to write!

Great Entry! I think the same way about the community . You should have a little more self confidence. You look as good as you feel. So, you could be the most beautiful person if you feel like you are.

That`s the great thing about the Internet . The people don`t see your outward appearance. They can only see your “real face” namely what you are inside. What counts is your character.