8/10/00

Supposing that I am the only existence and everything else around me is simply a scenario? Sort of like the Truman Show, except multiplied so much that there are no people at all… This computer is fake, you don’t exist, the words I’m using are some gibberish I made up. But then again how can I really see or hear them if they don’t exist either? So what if all that is in existence is a thought and that thought’s thoughts? Does that make me, whatever me is, purely a thought which creates other thoughts? Are senses purely a thought of myself (meaning the thought that I am)? If so this means that even everything I perceive as another existence does not exist, just as I have said, and that the major thought (me) simply has other thoughts that build up upon each other in such a complex manner that the thoughts of a “seeing” work with other thoughts such as “this computer”… And therefore I have created a thought from other thoughts that “I see this computer”.

Let’s take it from the top.

Thought 1: I have a hand.

Thought 2: My hand exists in a physical form.

Thought 3: I have the ability to feel/touch things which exist in the physical form.

Thought 4: I have a hand which exists in a physical form, thereby allowing me to

feel/touch other things which exist in the physical form.

Thought 5: I have the ability to see things which exist in the physical form.

Thought 6: I have eyes which exist in the physical form.

Thought 7: I can feel my eyes because they exist in the physical form.

Thought 8: Eyes give me the ability to see things which exist in the physical form.

Thought 9: I can see my hand.

MAIN THOUGHT
(me)
/
thought of existence thought of sense
(hand) (see)
/
perception of existence
(I see my hand.)

Ok, if you think I’m totally crazy by now, you’re not alone… Just let me have my weird fun!

@~>~>-dreamergrrl