Jake is leaving. For a month

This is really depressing me – I hope you know that. It will be over a MONTH until I talk to you again. That’s SUCH A LONG TIME! I’m in a really pathetic mood right now – I’m sooo tired, so just listen to what I say, then take me aside, pat me on the head, and tell me, “it’ll be ok dreamergrrl, we’ll get you help soon”. Thanks.

Tomorrow it will have been 4 weeks since I started talking to Jake. Now we won’t talk for over 4 weeks. This will be sad, because I’ve found once people have not talked for awhile, they have no clue what to say. It’s always almost like they have to rebuild the friendship, and even then half the time they don’t feel like dealing with it.

GRR. You have to promise me you’ll talk to me when you get back. Hey – you want to send me a postcard, don’t you? I just know you do…

Ehhhh. Sooo… not only will I be away from a computer for the entire last half of July, but for the entire beginning of July there’ll be no Jake to get online until 2 o’clock for ANYWAY.

This is seriously depressing to me. (Yes, take me aside again and pat me on the head just like Aim’s sister.)

@~>~>-dreamergrrl