something missing

I find myself missing that high on life I used to get. I am missing youth group, or rather the DESIRE to go to youth group. I miss knowing what I want, and knowing what I did never conflicted with my morals. It’s not as if I go smoke, do drugs, have sex, drink, or anything… it’s just little things. (yes, I know – all things are equal to him…)

I have barely gone to youth group this year. I have barely grown AT ALL in my faith. This has been one of the most mixed up years of my entire life. I don’t get it at all. I’ve been more myself, so perhaps now that I know who I am I can begin to build my faith more. Does this make sense at all?

Well, anyway, I’m hoping that all of these youth events can begin everything really rolling again. Because I don’t think I can get where I need to be by myself. I need some help in starting that movement

I think I’m going to get the heck off the internet and sit outside… hmm, yes that sounds very nice.

@~>~>-dreamergrrl