happiness…. yipppeeeeeee

Wow – I’m really happy. Ok, so today was a bad day, but now… OK so we got free tickets to a professional baseball game – awesome! So my parents are taking me and two friends. So then I’m online and I find out my guy friend from camp who I haven’t seen for 6 months and 4 days is going to be at the game! And he’s not going to be sitting in our section or anything. Bummer. But we HAVE to see each other. It isn’t an option.

Ok, so he has a girlfriend. It’s confusing, because he maintains that we would be going out if it weren’t for the distance between where we live. Yeah whatever. Bullshit, if you will. But the point is he’s totally wrong for me but I still love him to death. We talk on the phone almost every week.

The thing I miss most about him are his hugs. He gives the most awesome hugs. Oh geez I miss that more than anything. I, being the pathetic person I am, have never had a boyfriend – he’s the closest I’ve ever come. At camp we became pretty tight.

Ohhh, so now I’m just so happy cause I might get to see him! And hopefully his gf will NOT be there so that I can just throw my arms around him and receive a huge hug! (Ok, ok, call me a slut, but everyone at the Christian camp we went to hugged everyone, so really, I can hug him, can’t I? Just as friends, even though sometimes I wish it were more…) Or am I a horrible person??? Oh geez…

So anyway, ttyl!

@~>~>-dreamergrrl