just pure crap really

I should really update shouldnt i, ive never exactly had writting skills, usually see a blank box and my brain just freezes. 

Today was the worst day since ive been living in my townhouse … A guy has moved in about 6 months ago… he smokes weed.. he has a 7 year old who wears an infants size 3.. there is nothing wrong with her, he just doesnt feed her properly..   Today he was told to keep his head in with his drug use. as it comes into my place… thick enough that it makes me cough when trying to sleep…. he smokes infront of his kid… shes been brought up around it…. he has no money for food..  he doesnt even have a phone line becoz it costs money..  Today at midday.. he came over to abuse me twice about me saying i felt like ringing the police(which i may do now)  he thought i ment, i WAS going to ring the police about his druguse.. *shrug* i dont know what he interpret’d… i just feel like im trapped in my unit, as i have to lock up real fast to stop my daughter and i’s unit being overun all night n day with weed smoke.. I hate it… he is on prozac… he yells at his kid and slams doors as hard as they can…     I live in a good area.. it was GREAT before he moved in Everyone was happy… the place was lovley..  he has no control over his kid and lets her vandalise and ruin the community gardens here.. his child has been molested… she speaks of it just like that…. In his care, TWICE!!  she wanders around the neighbourhood(im talking not our units.. but THE STREETS!.. shes 7 years old  she weighs as much as a 3 year old should.. she acts like an 18 year old on heat (not trying to be mean or anything) and he doesnt check her on anything she does!… just amaises me that he can be so careless..

Well anyways enough about that…. my past that ive written about was all a lie… well it wasnt a lie to me or me to the diary.. it was from my “ex-fiancee” to me.. thats all i wish to type about today still shaken up about what happend this arvo.. i dont know what to do, but im going into housing commision tomorrow to ask for advice or maybe put in for another unit to live in..

I have started to date someone who i like very much,. he is a great army guy who is very caring, and loves to be around me …. i havnt met anyone like this for 4 year’s

I basicly just use this diary just to read my favorites. Id rather read others becoz they have a more exciting life then i do.. lol, i dislike living here, i dislike my neighbours who are all druggo’s.. i dislike this little girl.. who i know i shouldnt but i do….. and i hate her father… hate as of today.. i consider’d him a friend but if he wants to fly off his handle and abuse me just becoz someone brought it to his attention that ppl can Smell him gettin high all day and all nite long.. he can go and GET FARKED!!

lol, enough, i know, sorry 😛 end of rant..