Cami

This is my newest and very unfinished painting.

Things are very difficult right now, but I can’t exactly explain why. I just tire so easily when I think of it all. The medicines make everything feel very fuzzy. I don’t know why I took them. The bottle was cut in half for this painting and the pills were just laying about my room, so I swallowed one. I don’t know if it helps or not. The pills amplify my motion sickness to extremes, so I try not to move very much. I just sit here. Unsure of a lot of things. This is my life.

With all its imperfections. I am strong, but this is a heavy weight to hold on my shoulders.

I am tired, but I am not.