Material

I don’t think money buys love.

And when I watch these people offering all of the materialistic things one can desire, I wonder if this is real affection thats being expressed. Maybe it is and maybe it isn’t.

Maybe I’d like to believe that money isn’t such a huge contributing factor in regards to love and that love can’t be bought by money and gifts. That its based on a connection you share with another individual, something that isn’t the same with anyone else nor can it or will it ever be, because love is something that is never the same. Its a constant variation and a variable that can’t be recalculated to equal the same answer with every solution given.

But this is from a man who has very little money and has very little matarialistic things that can be given. Someone whos life seems to be measured in sentiment and memories. Someone who will probably never have much money or have many things to offer in regards to posessions.

I’m probably biased, but this is just what I believe.

Because those that I’ve loved more than anything have never asked me for material posessions… They’ve simply loved me and have never asked anything in return. They accept me whole-heartedly with all of my nerd like traits along with my cheesy corny hopeless romantic ways and  the clothes that I’ve been wearing for the last 4 years and will probably continue to wear for maybe two more… If they don’t disenegrate by than.

And the one I’m in love with goes out of her way to pay everytime we go out and do something no matter how hard I try to pay for something. I love her so very much… Sometimes its so difficult for me to fathom that it scares me and even after 7 years, I still get the jitters right before I see her.

Just some thoughts…