We can’t be mad.
Travis and I had a nice night last night. We went to this Mexican restaurant for dinner and the food was great. Plus $3.50 margaritas so you can’t beat that :). We were planning on seeing a movie but that fell through because all of the movies started around 9 or 10 and I’m old and won’t go out that late during the week lol.
So instead we went to our favorite pool hall and played pool for a couple of hours. It was funny, while we were there, Trav was being a little… I don’t know… short, I suppose. Not really being a jerk to any big extent, but taking the “witty banter” a bit further than usual I guess. Hard to explain if you don’t know us.
I guess normally he’ll say something sarcastic or whatever and within a minute or two be sweet to reinforce the fact that he was kidding. And I do the same. Last night, there was a period of maybe 30 minutes where there was no being sweet afterwards. It was almost as if he wanted to pick a fight. Not a big fight, but it was like he wanted us to be irritated with each other or unhappy with each other or whatever. And I was going along with it. I guess I sort of wanted the same thing. It was pretty funny.
Not sure where that itch came from – maybe we just wanted to spice things up, who knows. And I think both of us knew it would never lead to any serious fighting or anything. Sounds silly in writing I know lol.
We talked about it on the way home and laughed because even when both of us are trying to pick a fight, we can’t be mad at each other.
Anyway, that was a funny part of the night. This isn’t something I worry about constantly or anything, but I do have that passing thought once in a while of “I hope he doesn’t get bored with us and want to move on because our relationship isn’t drama-filled.” I mean, that’s what he’s used to right? And it’s what I’m used to also. And I know one day we will have an argument, but I guess one thing with Trav is that I know it would never get to the point of us being hurtful, or spiteful. I know it will probably just end up with me crying and apologizing, and him apologizing as well, and then we’ll probably have awesome make-up sex lol.
So yeah, last night was interesting, and hilarious. Guess it’s good to know we can’t fight even if we try to :).
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Well it’s too late to not get hung up on him. But I guess I’m just going to let go. He comes, he comes… if he doesn’t it’ll hurt, alot. But hey it was a risk I took, so it’s my fault I fell too fast, you know.
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And btw that’s true love. That is really nice that you two don’t fight. A guy will never get bored if he loves you, remember that.
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I think he’s coming around. He told me July.. I remember that when we first hung out. July. Because it’d be enough time for him to figure his crap out and I’d be living with my parents again and I think he wants to just make sure Andrew is gone this time. I kept going back to Andrew and I think my friend just wants to make sure I don’t this time, so he’s watching from a distance.. I think.
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But man oh man what I would kill to just slip inside his brain for a couple minutes so I can find out what he’s up to. I have another entry because he talked to me online a little last night. Man I hate guys. Can we trade? I can be happy in love and you can be stuck thinking whats going on? It’d be a nice change lol. Thanks for all your advice, appreciate it much
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