waiting for laundry

waiting for the laundry to dry.  its the last load, then i can head to bed.  gene and his girlfriend broke up for good.  there had been 2 other times where they "facebook fought" and unfriended each other.  must be hard to live in the same house and him have no where to go.  but, apparently this time its for good.  he is staying in nc.  whatev.  it sucks that he is still hanging on in the back of my brain.

kev and i are…..ok.  still no commitment, though i want one badly.  haven’t really expressed this to him before but i think i’m ready to.  we fought because another girl he is dating posted pics of the 2 of them a couple times.  he lied and said she was just trying to get his attention, trying to get me mad (even though today he said she doesn’t know about me), the pics were old, etc.  so i blew up at him.  tonight the pics are off his page and she is not listed as his friend, but i’m smart enough to figure out that she just went totally friends only.  i asked him if we could talk this week and he said ok, so we will see what happens. 

i’m still looking though.  not that i don’t think this will last, but just to keep my options open. 

i stuck to my weight watchers today.  really want to stick to it from now on and lose the weight i put on since last year when the points changed.  i know i can do it.  just gotta make better choices and work out.  i want to start running to help with that.  just gotta get motivated.

hope all is well with you!