wed night

kevin really liked the dinner i made wed night.  he said he normally doesn’t eat pot pie types of meals but he ate a lot of it.  we went to watch a movie but had trouble with the laptop.  so, we put it in the dvd player and the subtitles were still stuck on!  he ranted and raved and finally decided to google how to fix it.  and, it was all better.  i don’t know why he didn’t do that in the first place!  ugh, men.

he is still stuck on telling me that i’m talking to other guys and it infuriates me.  because i’m not.  i’ve told him that numerous times.  we ended up analyzing each other lol.  i told him that he holds tammy as the standard for all women and then asks them questions based on what tammy has done.  then, depending on the answer to the question, he decides what the women will act like in the future.  i told him that he mirrors behavior.  i think he actually enjoyed hearing my views on him.  i just don’t know how much longer i can take his insecurity and constant accusations.  i know he is worth it, but i don’t want to be torn down in the process. 

i should have written this sooner, i forgot a lot of what we talked about lol.  we had a good night overall.  i really enjoy time with him.  i had some fleeting worries fri night because i hadn’t heard from him a lot that day.  but, i heard a lot from him yesterday.  so, it balances lol. 

lots of shopping to do today.  and cleaning.  oh joy. 

oh, and i heard from sunshine this morning.  that boy has the weirdest timing.