its going well :)

i spent the night at kevin’s last night.  now its pretty much a given that when i go up there, i’m sleeping over.  i like it 🙂  when we start to go to sleep, he always makes sure his feet are wrapped up in mine 🙂  love it!

when i got there last night, he had changed out of his viewing clothes and we just stood in his kitchen and talked for a bit, drinking some wine.  he had gotten an iphone and so he was having me call and text him so he could check the settings.  we can talk about anything.  both of us love to talk lol.  and he lost his train of thought again last night during a conversation.  which, according to cosmo is a good sign 🙂  we started watching some movie, open water, and halfway thru i leaned my head on his shoulder and said i was tired.  so we went into the bedroom and layed in bed and finished watching the movie.  then we were chatting about random stuff before we went to sleep (of course, more talking).  we woke up early this morning so he could go play his baseball game before he went to his grandma’s funeral.  he stuck around for a minute so i could check my coolant and then he was off.  i helped him pick out a tie for his funeral clothes.  he actually asked me if it matched 🙂  oh, and he tried to give me a pair of his shorts.  they were like lounging around/gym shorts types of things.  i said no.  though i would have loved to say yes, but i think its too relationship-y to take an article of clothing right away.  next time he asks, i’m saying yes!  i would love a shirt of his to sleep in!  he also invited me to watch his baseball game this morning.  i said no to that too, though i wanted to say yes.  i told him he had a busy day ahead and i thought he might want some time to himself.  i looked like hell anyway.  i had bed head and my make up was all rubbed off my face from sleep.  and i was in a dress.  i hate my legs so i didn’t want his friends seeing my nasty legs lol.  but, i think its really cute and a good sign that he wanted me to have his shorts and watch his game 🙂

then, this afternoon, he texted me randomly, and said "thanks again for coming over last night.  i really enjoy your company"  i wanted to squeee!!!  so happy!  he didn’t have to say that.  and, it shows he was thinking about me 🙂  this man is so wonderful.  i can’t even describe how much i like him and how much i want us to work.  i know it will be a lot of work and patience on my part but he is soooooo worth it!  positive thoughts and prayers for us are appreciated!!!!

🙂