karma is only a bitch if you are

not seeing kevin this week 🙁  he has to get ready for the beach and he is going out with a friend fri night.  it would have been nice to see him, but i’m not too worried about it.  i told him if he had time and wanted to hang out to let me know and he said he definitely would.  he is so sweet.  i did end up adding him on facebook and he accepted that night.  i’m really excited about us and i just pray to god that i have the patience to wait for him.  i had the patience for gene for a year, so if i think i can wait for kevin to feel ready as well. 

but, on the other hand, i haven’t stopped looking.  i’m not a fool, and since i know that he is still talking to other people, i decided to get back on okcupid and have a look around.  i wrote to one guy that seems pretty nice and we are going to make plans to go out when i get back from visiting my friend.  i’m not sure how it will go, but i’m keeping my options open. 

i took my car to get fixed up today.  found out its gonna cost me just about all of my summer school money.  i’m just glad that i actually decided to teach summer school otherwise i wouldn’t have the money!!! thank god for small favors!  and after all the work, my car should be in good shape.  its almost 10 years old, but its a toyota so it has a lot of life left in it.  and paying to get it fixed up is still cheaper than buying a new car so i will deal with the repairs with a smile on my face!

i think i’m gonna work on my dream board tomorrow.  i have lots of the pieces and pictures and words cut out, i just need to put it all together.  i think it will focus me on my goals and help the universe (and me!) understand what i want so i can put all of my energy into achieving my dreams.  plus, i think it will be fun 🙂