my first time

tonight i’m making dinner for kevin for the first time.  we have been hanging out once a week/once every 2 weeks for about 2 months now.  its been nice.  he is so sweet and thoughtful and kind.  on my first day of teaching summer school he sent me a text and told me to have a good day and be good to the kids.  i was touched!  it showed he was actually listening to when i started teaching again.  the last time we hung out we just talked for 4 hours and drank some wine.  it was so nice.  i can tell he is a great dad.  he calls his kids every night just to say good night before they go to bed.  he usually puts them on speaker phone so i can hear them too.  i haven’t met them yet, but i’m positive thats in our future.

back to the dinner.  i’m making ham steak, au gratin potoatoes, green beans, and cresent rolls.  he can eat like a champ!  i’m bringing the stuff to his house so that i can leave any leftovers there.  when i told him that, he said he loved me lol.  i’m nervous that i’m going to make him sick, or he won’t like it or something.  its all pretty basic cooking.  just throwing some ingredients together and baking, or reheating.  so, i’m pretty sure no one will get food poisoning.  i’m also bringing a few movies.  it should be a low key, easy night.  i’m hoping this solidifies our relationship though.  i’d love to actually say i have a boyfriend.  not only that, a HOT boyfriend!  i could nibble on him allllll day long!  he sent me a pic of himself today.  shirtless.  i had to wipe the drool off my phone lol.  and, i left my phone at home while i was at work so it was nice to come home and see that.  and now i can look at him any time i want! 

ok, gotta start the potatoes and rolls.  i want everything to be just about ready so when i get to his place, i just have to heat it up and dinner will be served!!