No this isn’t a pity party!!!

No, I’m not writing to say "feel sorry for Megan".  I just have to get all this out.  Last night Chris and I were discussing money and that rebate check we are getting back.  I already promised Chris that when we got it…it was all his.  I did take ALL the tax return.  But that is besides the point.   So after I did the checkbook and figured out up coming bills…I put myself in a thinking mode.  Never really a good thing for me.

Well when I went to bed…my head went into over drive.  I know when we get this money..Chris is getting his gator licenese, bang stick and maybe a boat.  That will be ALL of it.  But I’m trying at the moment to figure out how we are gonna go to disney.  I told William and Aimee that we could go to disney.  But the way things are going money wise I don’t if that will happen.  So as I am laying in bed..I decided that I am gonna look for a second job or a better paying job.  I have tried applying for things but I seem to get over looked on things.  I mean seriously, we make ok but not to where it is really ok.  I mean I need to paint my walls, get blinds, new carpet, etc.  But it is hard to do that when you don’t really have the extra money. 

So I have applied at a few places.  I know it is bad of me to look for the second job but currently I work at 5 and get off at 1.    So it would be easier for me to go to a second job.  If by chance I do find a better paying one..I may keep my original job just so I can get my benefits. 

Ok, i’m off to go email my best friend my resume…she is gonna look at it and help me.  Maybe if she fixes it…I can find a better job!!!!