Happy New Year!

Happy New Year everybody, and let’s hope that this year is better than the last.

This last year has been really up and down for me… specially the last few months.

Court and I broke up during it.  We’re still being civil to one another for the most part… we still have our ups and downs, and I’m still not sure how I feel about the whole situation.

Take now, for example:

There’s a lot of guild drama in WoW.  I’ve seen Court more riled up now than I’ve seen him in the last few months of our relationship.  The whole guild drama started out because a guy in the guild told another guy in Trade chat (chat anyone can see as long as they’re in a major city) to go kill himself.  This got some guildies really upset and they yelled at the dude who made the comment and totally reamed him.  He left the guild and a huge bit of drama started.  Now there’s two factions in guild and the ones from one of them aren’t talking to the ones from the other and Court’s all self rightous and as are some of the other guildies.  And blah blah blah.

Me?  I think that the guy shouldn’t have said that and it should have been brought up to him in a mature way.  Even if it’s something like, “Knock the shit off, that’s totally not right.” Which was mature compared to what the people did.

Now Court’s fighting with half the guild and doing really petty things, and they’re doing petty things back and it’s just… I’m tired of listening to him bitch about it and I’m tired of feeling like I’m in a weird place in the guild… I don’t really give a damn either way for it.. I just think it’s a bunch of passive agressive bullshit from everyone.  I can’t say this around the house, because he’d get upset, and I have no one I can really rant and rave to… Bonnie and I don’t see eye to eye on Court at all, and we end up fighting every time I bring him up.  I don’t blame her at all, I know where she’s coming from and I agree with a lot of it.  I just don’t like fighting every time I want to vent.

So yeah… the end of last year sucked, and the beginning of this one will be better.  It has to be better.  Or I’ll cry.