3/10/07

I’m 36 and rapidly aproaching 37. I have no real reason to bitch about being the age that i am . I just need to bitch and swear at something

Know what?…I don’t know. i wish I did but i really don’t know why life picked me to be the person that I turned out to be . I could be the person that everyone wants me to be so easily. I could be that guy so simply …..as easy as changing socks…slip right into a new life…would anyone notice?….I doubt it …I feel like a teenage girl going throught teenage girl shit and I have no idea what a teenage girl goes through. Welcome to the wonderful world of that guy.

That guy who has nowhere to go but where he’s already been.

 That guy who never knew what he had when he had it.

That guy….That fucking guy!

We all know or knew a guy like that….me.

It’s not easy being me. it really isn’t

I’m a bastard…I’m a prick.

I’m Me…If you don’t like it …

Fuck you and Fuck your family

Fuck your parents

Fuck your siblings

Fuck your little fish bowl and your black goldfish with the googley eyes named herbert.

Fuck normality and everyone that lumps themselves in with the rest of the fucking normal people out there.

Fuck the normal people.,

Fuck you and fuck your normal asses.

fuck you. Fuck you …FUCK YOU.