I’m a spoiled little girl.

So our three days together were absolutly wonderful. I loved every moment of them. Friday we went and got massages that I had purchased a while back, then went to my company xmas party. It was…interesting but still entertaining. We had fun, Doug was a total gentlemen. I really love that about him. Such a change from my old boyfriends.

Saturday, we chilled a bit then went to Ikea and shopped for FOREVER lol…he is re-doing his office at home and we picked out a ton of stuff for it, desk, and lamps and everything. Then went over to the cheesecake factory and had dinner and brought home the cheesecake and watched movies in bed till we fell asleep.

Sunday we watched movies in the morning and then went and got our christmas presents. I got him a stereo for his car, and had it installed while we had lunch. Then he got me a new phone, which we’ve both been wanting for a while. I had a sweet phone except it was terrible for talking so it was annoying for that. So we got a new phone even sweeter than my old one. He had to go home and get ready for his week so he left and I slept and slept because he wore me out. I’m certainly not used to going and going like we were.

My week went well…then last night I came here and spent the evening watching xmas movies. Today we ran errands all day. I slept like crap last night because I woke up in the middle of the night wide awake.

He also got me a bunch of movies and some xmas pj’s for christmas that I got tonight when we got home. I’m so happy to spend so much time with him, its been really fantastic.

I’ve been thinking about "enjoying" this time before we get married and we arent spending every day together…and its been really hard, because I’ve always dreamed of that life…that having my own family thing. But I was thinking about it on the way here yesterday and it is really nice to be apart and actually have time to MISS him…and get excited to see him after a few days apart. I have to work 5 days in a row starting tomorrow….which I know is pretty normal for most people, BUT I work a lot longer hours than most people. Not really looking forward to it.

Tomorrow we are having "Xmas dinner" on the plane though and that should be fun. But its a REALLY long day. 14 hours…ugh. St. Pete to IL to St Pete to IN to St pete….its going to be exhausting.

God, I’m so in love…still a year later…so in love. I’m all butterflies and exciting to see him and cant stop looking at him in love…and I am happy.