A break from the Clouds.

So yesterday ended up inviting my friend Jenn over….feel sort of sorry for her at this point. She’s been talking about loosing weight for as long as I’ve known her almost 15 years now…and she’s done nothing but get bigger. She came over and I told her I wanted to work out….So she brought her work out clothes and she worked out…kinda. I understand she cant exactly do what I can do (She’s 5’0 and 230 pounds) but even if I were at the gym and couldnt continue pushing myself I would atleast walk the treadmill while my friend finished. I felt like I had to hurry. Then we came back to my dads and watch the Time Travelers Wife…which was awful…and I love Rachel McAdams….but HATED the movie. So depressing.

I got my lazy butt out of bed around 11am today (nothing better than being lazy when you are on reserve and are getting paid to do it) and got myself to the gym…probably around 12….Weighed in….SO ontrack and SO happy! Down 6.4 pounds since I got to Daddy’s…I knew if I stayed here I would loose the weight. Something about this place makes me focused…maybe something to do with the fact that its in the ghetto of Orlando and It makes me push myself in every aspect of my life…or maybe its just not having anything better to do. Who knows. Probably going to my grandparents house in an hour or so. I could hardly work out though…I am either too sore or something to work out (but that usually doesnt stop me) and so I just did 10 mins on the eliptical and 10 on the treadmill before calling it a morning and deciding I will try and come back tonight.

When I hit 10 pounds lost I will start tanning in preperation for going back to CLEARWATER….oh home sweet sweet home. I miss my lovely bridges with amazing views…I miss the people…they are so much more laid back! I miss my beach…I miss my room…and I miss my freakin DVR because I HATE TV…okay I’m done ranting.

I’m glad I had Jenn come over in the end yesterday….I just miss her. I hadnt seen her since July. We used to see each other every day. Our lives have done SUCH changes.

I’m number 5 to get called out today…and number 7 tomorrow. I’m really really hoping I get 5 days with no calls…and no flights. I just need a break! Plus I wanna see what my dress fits like after not wearing it for a week haha….I’m so lame.

I wont get to see Doug til the 29th…So the countdown begins. 20 days…..SUCKS. Alright…time to hit the showers..I’m a stinky girl.