thoughts…for now (edited as necessary)

things i know, think, wish, like, thought, do, hate, love, etc…just…things.
facts, fiction, and fuck it im puttin it down anyway…

i love smoking the marijuana (like you didnt know)

i hate being preached to (about anything)

i lived in hawaii and dont really know why i fuckin agreed to come back to the mainland. i miss it. i will return.

i have a thing for redheads

i hate when people interrupt (i might forget what im saying)

i dont usually think about sex

im quite emotional. but not like a crybaby or all emo. just in…..tune with my emotions.

i hate living with a roommate

im more creative than i let on

dont make fun of shit you dont fully know about

i love riding my motorcycle alone

i miss my ex sometimes, but i think about her a lot

sometimes, i mix booze in my cans or bottles of beer so i can get drunk faster.

i have dreams of living on a houseboat…also, a lighthouse.

most times, if im doing that, it doesnt work anyway but i sleep better…

i know which the ocean is, and i know how to disappear if i need to…or want to.

i hate assumptions

my mind never stops

im a libra

sometimes i consider erasing all traces of myslef and disappearing to another country without telling anyone

i truly appreciate the little things. i hope the one i end up with does too.

its the people i speak with that keep me sane

i have watched the entire first 5 seasons of Weeds, without smoking once during any episodes.

i fuckin hate fake people. and i can spot em a smile away. yeah i said it, "a smile away"…

i could tell you my life story in songs already written

i have dreams of being  a stunt driver 

i watched the first 5 seasons of Weeds in two days while job hunting…so…but still.

i should make this list stoned. but i know id totally get distracted

im a procrastinator

if anyone ever got drunk with me, they could possibly learn some of my "secrets" (same for gettin stoned….)

i like too easily.

i could tell you my life story in just music

i think i was born in the wrong generation

i see things others dont

i dont smoke to free my mind

between 3rd and 5th grade i was brought home a couple times by the police. for various reasons.

i have skinny dipped with strangers…and family.

i have cheated on, and been cheated on by….past girlfriends, but ive never cheated on someone i loved.

i have trouble taking compliments

i have trouble with criticism, though i encourage it no matter what

my secrets add up every day

i believe that if a persons in a bad mood, there is no way to get them out of it, other than their way.

i love people watching.

i dont use punctuation in my typings (other than periods and such) cuz i think i type how i talk. 

sometimes i fall in love…but ill never tell them, cuz i dont want to disrupt their life…

i dont wanna grow up. (see the tom waits songs)

i feel pretty confident that i can out drink most of my friends

i see people watching me. i know you are. i dont care.

i truly despise being told "keep your head up" and hang in there" and all those cliche sayings. theyre nice, but i already know.

sometimes i get tired of music, i just want to hear my own….

i cry inside so i dont bother others…

i say im going to update this but i probably wont…

i wish people understood me the way i understand me..

i want to quit drinking, but ill never quit smoking.