2 entrys again!

The last entry was a little poem for my best mate – missing her loads. Maybe I should make more of an effort – not just with her but with all my friends.
So Christmas was ok this year, no major arguments unlike last year. Dad (or Ian) was in a very good mood this year, actually met me from the car yesterday, after I was extremely pissed off as some idiot smashed my wing mirror – GRRRR!!! But christmas was good. The parents spent way too much on me this year with Sat nav, couple hundred pounds amongst other gifts but they’re fully supporting my trip now. Thats one pro they both have – they just go with what i want to do which is cool. Really supportive. So, like an old man, i’d fallen asleep by 4pm, nodded off! But was there for over 12 hours which going from nothing to that in over a year is good! Andrew (my bro) was still annoying.

And today was also ok. Spent it with the parents, neighbours and just had a really good day, chatting to chris who was back from Ohio. Now im home. Stu, Sam and Stu’s sister are downstairs, ppl are comin over later and I’m shattered. Going to a nice shopping centre 2moro yay! Its really weird – before christmas I was dreadin it, being alone and everything but i’ve now told myself i’ve only got 3 months ofn seeing those 2 together then 6 months (or maybe more) of not seeing them so the pro’s outweigh the con’s. Altho I still dont want them to be loveydovey in front of me, feels like they’re rubbin it in. Sometimes I wanna do that with someone but I know deep down, i’m a person who cares for his friends more than himself so would try and avoid being intimate round my ex. But hey, some ppl are born differently and please themselves first.

Oh well…… bath and a dvd sounds good right about now. So tired. Gotta buy a new wing mirror as well tomoro!