What to do? Where to go?

So it looks like we’ll be moving out. Rob and Stu had a massive argument which resulted in rob taking his stuff to his parents and declaring he wasn’t living here anymore. Brilliant, just with christmas round the corner – fantastic! I had a word with kelly and she gave me some websites 2 check out for house shaing etc. Coz Stu will prob move back with his parents so I may have to rent a place for a few months before my big trip! Talkin of that – I orderd the loan today!! Woop woop – definately going ahead, no turning back now!

Oh dear. I slept with Stu last night. I was drunk and couldn’t stop myself. It felt so wrong but yet so right. I felt like shit tho in the mornin coz I was gettin on really well with Sam last night! GRR Loser! And i know that Stu is really hurtin inside and it’s all my fault – altho it takes 2 to tango. Ive decided that Im gunna find some AMAZING Australian man and make him come back to the UK! Sounds like a mission eh?! MMMMM!

So work is pretty shit @ the moment! cant be bothered with that and what’s goin on at home. Sarah (my ex boss) hates her new role and i do to, its really weird coz we used to always chat but now we cant coz we’ve got so much stuff to do!

So rubbish eh? in bed atm as i have work early. Crap. Crap. Crap!!