So So So Tired!!

So Ive just got in after 6 hours on the train! had to go to Manchester for a day course and because it was more expensive, Ive had to endure 12 hours on a train for a 6 hour course!! I had work from 8am yesterday, caught the train at 6pm and didnt get in till gone midnight!
The upside of going to Manchester was the scene. I didnt get to go out as it was too late and was extremely tired but we had to walk down Canal Street and if anyone doesnt know, its the town’s gay street with pubs and clubs.

So, ive just got home, have unpacked and realised because my manager is away for 6 weeks and there is shite loads to do, ive got to be in for 7am, giving me…… 5hours sleep, man im gunna be so drained come the weekend.
I’m meant to be on the rah as well tommorow night as its a staff leaving do, will have to see what state im in later on!

The Scott thing! Well Hayley told me today that she went in there today just out of curiosity nd he wasnt workin, he was on the early. She said that she was just goin to see what he wud say about me and wat he was looking for. I dunno if i want her too but she will anyways. But I was thinkin, if he doesnt like me or doesnt want ne thin then there is no reason why we cant just be friends is there?

But, coming back on the train today, there was a man in his late 20s that wouldnt stop looking at me. It was scary! i thought that it was everyone, but wen I walked past him to go to the toilet, I could feel his eyes following me. I didnt want to do anything as he wasnt really my type but it was kinda nice to know that he was looking. Not just that, but he could tell that I was gay really made me happy. I dont wanna flaunt my sexuality but ppl knowing themselves is really good!