Long.Distance

You started as the pain in the back of my eye and you’ve dug yourself deeper. You’ve woven yourself into every part of my brain and you feed on me like a parasite. You attached yourself to every blood cell. I’m dizzy and the scent of food makes me sick. What have you done.
You’re pumped through my lungs, my limbs. My lips catch fire when you kiss me.

You’re slowly driving me crazy with every affection you don’t return.

Phone calls end with me screaming how I hate you. I HATE YOU. I sweat and swear. And wake up the next morning not even remembering why I was so angry.
Why there’s scratches on the walls.
Every millisecond that goes by between a loving word I say and an excuse from you strips me from my sanity.

I’m scared this is only the beginning.

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you write beautifully.

That was brilliant… I really don’t havce any words. I love this. Hearts.