Mom

 I can’t stand the thought of her dear body being cremated. But I can’t stand the thought of her being embalmed either. I can’t stand it either way.  I think the cremation has already been done by now. After all, she died June 6th. I just want her to be here to talk to me… To look at me. 

Her dear friend and aid told me, "You have your mother’s heart."  I hope she’s right. I am not the person she was but maybe I can "fake it," because I think she faked it sometimes too.  That’s one of the things that made her so amazing. 

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I just stumbled upon your diary. I am sorry for your loss, your faith in Jesus will help you through this…. God Bless You..

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*Hug*

June 20, 2013

ryn: odd that you mentioned the Myers-Briggs test, because I just took one online last week or so out of curiousity, and yes, I am definitely an introvert. I like to think of it, “in a good way”. I enjoy socializing but when I’m done, I’m done and just want to get away. Thanks for your note! I hope you are feeling better today. I lost my mother in 1990. It was so painful. I remember wanting to dietoo, for a little while, so I could see her again. That feeling doesn’t last. It does become more bearable as time passes. Blessings to you!