No Help for Us…

I’ve been surfing the web and, in the past, have found so many to read about when it came to the trials I was going through.  Today, though, I can’t find much support for victims of evil pastors.  There’s a little bit out there, but not healing pieces.

How do we get through this?  How do I get through this?

I did have lunch with the pastor’s wife on Wednesday.  I prayed to practically the point of  sweating prior to that.  There is so much that I must keep in confidence.  But God was my verbal coach and He had me discuss the gut-wrenching idolatry that surfaced in the meeting. (Odd how the day after my meeting with her, he called Pastor B. and said he wanted to call a members meeting to discuss his “transition back into the ministry of the church..”  I’ll bet that the points I brought up will be addressed.  Ah, it makes me physically sick to my stomach.