A Good Day

    It was a really good day.  He came home from work, kissed me like crazy and we spent the whole night together with my family.  They were all talking in Spanish and he didn’t understand a word but he stuck it out and it meant a lot to me.  Guys just don’t understand that it really is the little things that mean the most.  It’s not just a cliche.  It’s a way to get into a girls heart and stay there forever. 

  We were going to try to make a movie tonight after dinner with the familia, but he was super tired so we ended up watching Young Frankenstein at his apartment instead.  It was great.  He held me, cuddled me, and kissed me the whole time.  It was like it used to be between us when we were first dating 7 months ago.  There was no worries, no stress about graduating, no bickering….just love.  I wish it could be like that every day, but our current situation doesn’t really allow for that.  I don’t know if it ever will again.  He’s about to graduate, maybe move across the country, and start a different life.  He used to include me in his plans when we talked about his future, but now there’s no mention about me in there anymore.  Everytime I joke about visiting him wherever he ends up moving, he just gives me this half smile and slight nod when there used to be a, "well maybe you can move down there with me once I get settled in?"  I feel stupid for hanging around because in my heart I feel like this will end after this summer, but I’m not ready to let go just yet.  I want to know that I did everything in my power to make this relationship work. 

    I don’t want any regrets.