I thought he was going to ask me out

I really did Monday Jeff told Marco that he(Jeff) was going to ask me out and Jeff said Marco didn’t say anything but he thought Marco was jealous. I have no intention of going on a date with Jeff because he is way to old for me. I just think of him as a friend. So I though this just might be the thing that makes Marco make a move. When I see Marco he is with a customers but he says hi and then he ask me what time I get off and he kind of said it in a tone like he really wanted to know the answer. I mean he ask me that before but I don’t remember that tone,but I could have just imagined it. I thought he would have ask me if some old co workers hadn’t been hanging around chatting. So I go back and talk to him again and he tells me he has been looking for funny pictures or jokes to send me because I told him he never does that anymore he ask me how the dating business is going,but no invitation on a date. I go home feeling kind of bad but I look at the good things like he is curious of my dating life and he is listing to what I’m saying and he sent me a text message.

So today I text him when he is going on vacation because he asked me when I was going before and I just wanted to know so maybe we could hang out. He replies with June 18th just saying home and sleep for eight hours. I’m thinking oh great that soon so I cant’ ask for it off. I respond with only one day/ He says taking off 18th will be back the twenty fourth. I take is message to mean that he is going to be off doing his own thing. I really don’t think he would have mentioned it that he was going on vacation at all like last year if I hadn’t asked. I know he doesn’t have to tell me anything but it would have been nice if I had a heads up I mean I told him when I was leaving. I guess what really hurts me is that he said he couldn’t date because he didn’t have time. Well guess what he will have some time now but it wont be with me because he wont ask. It’s not even like it would be a whole day maybe two hours but that’s too much to ask.

I was happy about my last entry that it was positive because most of my entry’s are negative oh well. I hope I can go to be now that I got this all out.

Later days