I’m jealous of an old man

There I said it haa it true though. This is ridiculous men suck. They are nothing but trouble I’m tired of this feeling like my life is on pause. The same same things keep happening to me and I can’t get out of this cycle. I need to face that he has no free time on his hands so even if we did date he would have no time for me. I need to move on but there is no one to move on to. I should just settle for Jeff. problem solved even though I’m not that interested in him he like me. This is as good as it going to get. It got to be better then disliking an old man because he always comes in and ask Marco for car advice. Marco is even going to said mans house Sunday to work on his car. Old man is taking away time from me which I could be talking to Marco and then on top of that he gets to see him Sunday. I think old man get to see Marco more then I do.

Later days

ps I know I sound like a selfish kid but this is what he has done to me lol further proof move on.