Don’t Stop Thinking About Tomorrow

Yea so my life basically fell to shit and back. I was told by Jeff that He (Jeff) didn’t think that Marco liked me. I was pretty bummed but in the back of my head I thought Jeff was kind of jealous and I thought m and I had a connection and from all the things Charles has been saying about M. When I got home I saw that Charles was on Face book and I told him what Jeff said. Then Charles totally flips the lid on me and says at least you guys still be friends. I’m was sitting there in shock like but what about all the stuff you he was saying like that I needed to tell M how I felt and so on and so on. I wrote Charles and ask him what about the stuff you were saying. He said what things I replied with that M was confused about him and me. Then of all the nerve Charles goes offline this does not make any sense at all why would he tell me all these things that M said if they were not true. What was in it for him? I would been just fine not hearing any of the stuff he said. If he was really trying to set us up he might have checked to see if M really had feeling for me. I felt sad that night but by the morning I was ready to move on. Charles must have told M what had gone on the night before because M was saying hi to me and staring conversations with me. It was really strange kind of like he was trying to compensate for not really feeling the same way me but didn’t want to admit so let’s act really nice. I learned one thing never to ask relationship advice from any of those guys ever again.

Right now M and really just say hi to each other and I’m not really that interest in him anymore at this time. This will probably change and I’ll start my crush up again. I just want t move on but there really nobody else. I just need to focus on tomorrow. Edit Everything is pretty much back to normal I was probably just over reacting like usual always picture the worst in my head. I wish I was a guy because I read somewhere that guys don’t worry like women do. Oh well I can’t live my life by if only’ s.

Later days