Um this is too good to be true

So I had to work today and I was nit excited because it’s Saturday and I hate Saturdays. Anyway my day was going pretty good no spills to clean up yes. Then the second half after lunch everything kind of went down hill. Jeff asks me if I knew that Marco wasn’t married. Jeff said that Marco and his girl just live together. I really didn’t want to believe him. I thought he was joking. I really could not afford to think that he was not married because things would be come a lot more complicated. I told Jeff that he was really mean to say that. He was like I telling the truth. Then of course I get called to clean up a spill and then another one after that. I had al these different thought running threw me head. Ok maybe he not married but why didn’t he tell me he wasn’t married also why did he just suddenly now admit that he wasn’t married. Why now? Jeff tells me he would not lie to me and that the fact that Marco wasn’t married was because they were talking about girls. He told me to ask Marco if he was married.

Taking all this into account this could be really bad news. I mean when I thought he was married I didn’t really have to really do anything because he was marred and didn’t what to be responsible for that. I could daydream about what could happen and know that it was never going to happen. Know that’s not really possible. Marco could be like I’m not into you like that and that would suck really bad. So what I guess I’m saying is that if it turns out that he is really married and Jeff misunderstood him I would be ok with that I really would. We shell see.

Later days

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May 16, 2011

Aw good luck. Sounds complicated. Hope you are well.

complicated. but if it’s meant to be it’s meant to be. i hope all goes well. you seem like a great person. and i hope that it happens. if not don’t get discouraged.

May 26, 2011

Such a difficult and complicated situation. Maybe if he’s not married it’s best to think of it as the same thing. It’s a piece of paper. He’s still obviously in a committed relationship to be living with someone. So, same restrictions! Try not to worry about it soo much. Everything happens for a reason?