What is the deal?

So basically Marco pretty much talked to everybody but me. I really feel like he was deliberately talking to everyone but me. It’s probably just in my head but whatever. I had gotten over the fact that he had said to going out to dinner with my friend I. Tony had stayed after work, and they were talking when I got back to where M was. M had followed Tony outside to say goodbye. if he thought I was going to wait for him after he just spent the whole time talking to Tony , and did he really have to go outside with him?. He had another thing coming, so I just left with out waiting for him to come back. I’m not feeling very confident about what he feels for me. One minute he tells me I’m pretty the next he’s acting weird. I guess I don’t have the energy to keep up with this roller coaster but I know I’m going to change my mind about M because I always do. I don’t know what it is about him. I really just think I should just move on but there is nobody around right know. I think I have a cures put on me that’s says I’m destined to be alone.

Later days