Cruel and unusual punishment

Yep that’s what it feels like. I can’t stop thinking about Marco. this is all his fault. I want to be like dam you Marco dam you. He really is not helping with the situation at all. When ever he sees me he will wispier my name and sometimes he will touch my arm. tell me funny things like he does not tequila because it makes him take his clothes off. I even have a kind of code name for spending time with him I call it M time. Yesterday I was cleaning up a spill and here comes Marco down the same row. Really did he just happens to pick the same row as me? To be perfectly honest I don’t want to spend time with him and talk ( but I really do want to spend time with him) I know him and I are never going to happen. On a lighter note Bobby and some of the other guys was teasing me and said that Marco said he would divorce his wife and I was like for what ? And Bobby said for you then he added for two weeks. I was like well that’s not going to happen no deal. He was come on why not. I was like well maybe for a month. Jeff was like I’ ll talk to him. Then I found out that Marco’s sister was near by and I told Bobby that he was going to get Marco in trouble with his wife. His sister could have herd and then told his wife. So if Marco does get in trouble its not my fault. I’m kind of mad that they said that because now it’s got me thinking about dumb things that are never going to come true. Well I hope I don’t get a lot of  M time because it’s just going to get worse. Later days.

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April 15, 2010

what’s goin on? u dating or what? i forgot who he was? hope you are well girl.

April 16, 2010

RYN: Yes. They would rehire me,but there really is no point. They’d just fire me, or cut my hours to nothing like there doing to everyone else who works at that store! I don’t know whats going on with this Marco guy, but I hope it all works out for the best.