SO over it!

I am SOOOO over people living with us and I think my husband feels the same way. His Grandma is FINALLY moving out in 20 days (and counting) and I could not be MORE excited. Things have been fine but she and my mother in law have been bugging the crap out of me and it’s just little things. I don’t want ANY help around the house with cleaning or anything and I try to work fast but sometimes I can’t worl fast enough. Today I want to do things but my monthly came and I am just exhausted from working over the weekend. I HATE that they can go out and we don’t ask questions but the minute we want to do something it’s where did you go and what did you do? I don’t know what it’ll be like with just my mother in law here but she and his grandma have become all buddy, buddy now so I imagine she will be spending some time with her helping her unpack and stuff which is FINE with me as long as she takes those stupid little fucking dogs with her. My husband and I told her we can’t take any of her dogs now. I didn’t want any of those little bastards in the first place. But one of them tried to lunge at my husband a few times (there was an incident and the dog kept trying to bite him) so he picked her up and choked her a little and then when he let her down she tried to do it again and so MY dog started to get after her so my mother in law took those little bastards down to the basement and then she got pissed at my husband for what happened. UM you DOG tried to bite YOUR SON!!!! You choose your little bastard over your own blood…. WOW!!! They both (his mom and grandma) have become chummy with his sister ONCE AGAIN and everyone is feeling sorry for her and helping her out. Must be rough to go to school and have NO job and somehow get your bills all paid for you cause you have a kid that you should not have had in the first place! Must be a fucking rough life to get help ALL the time from family and the state!!! His mom and grandma are so secretive and it’s SUPER getting to me and I’m trying not to let it but I can’t help it and I feel like I am going to explode at them and say something. WHY must you be that way? There is NO reason to be. UGH

I keep feeling like once everyone is out things will be normal and our bills won’t be so much and my husband won’t have to work so hard (right now he’s doing a little overtime) and I SWEAR things have been breaking more with his grandma here and I am NOT kidding. Then if it doesn’t get fixed right away she says little things and it just bugs the hell out of me. My husband is working to support his ENTIRE family (just about) and when he comes home the hardware store is not open anymore so things won’t get fixed right away! We had an issue with the toilet and it wouldn’t stop running and my husband took a look at it and there was nothing he could do at the moment so the next day he was at work and his grandma had his mom take the toilet top off… WHAT THE HELL CAN YOU DO ABOUT IT??? NOTHING SO STOP!!! Sometimes I feel like… I don’t even know but she can’t help and so she should stop being so NOSEY!!! I am just over this and can’t wait to get everyone out!!! Anyways I better get more chocolate milk for the cute little boy I’m watching…. until next time…

oh and p.s. I am SUPER excited to get my new purse in the mail 🙂  I have become a name brand junkie… I think cause I didn’t have that stuff as a child cause we couldn’t afford it. Even our daughter has stuff from aeropostale (shirts) that I order online for her…  I don’t order stuff all the time and there are better things I could spend money on but right now our daughter needs winter clothes and I needed a new purse.