Annoyed & Overwhelmed….

I have to make this quick cause I have things that I have to get done…

First of all my sister in law and her fiance broke up but surprise surprise they are back together again! I’m thinking they got back together on his birthday. However she says that the engagement is broken off right now cause she is still pissed off at him. See what happened was ONCE AGAIN he got drunk… surprise, surprise and he choked her. This is not the first time he’s done that but this time her daughter walked in and saw. He was married to my neighbor’s mom years ago and abused her so what’s gonna make him change now? She said she’s just gonna stay away from him when he’s drinking but she’s said that before and look what happened… oh well I guess. We don’t wanna be around him though.

I’m annoyed cause no matter what I’m doing my mother-in-law is always asking what I’m doing. Tonight I took the trash out and came inside and but my shoes by the front foor and she asked what I was doing and I told her nothing, I just came in from outside and she asked what I was doing out there and I gave her some joking answers… and then I was sitting at the computer and she asked if I was grumpy and I told her no I was just trying to figure something out and she asked what I was trying to figure out and I didn’t answer her right away so she said "Do you not wanna tell me?" and I said no jokingly and said I want to be mysterious… I did tell her later what I was doing but I’m not sure that she heard me. But you know I don’t know if it’s cause she don’t trust me or something…. I do ask her what she’s doing sometimes but I don’t think as much as she does to me…

I’m trying to do things as if I am here alone, so she doesn’t have to do much and I don’t think she’s been helping out as much cause I’ve been trying to do everything. I don’t want to have to rely on someone else, I saw something one time she said to someone and it made me feel bad and I’m sure I took it the wrong way but still. It’s overwhelming the things I have to do and I’ve made a list of the things. March will keep me pretty busy thank goodness!!! It’ll be nice to not be a "single parent" again, and to hear his voice around the house….

Soon my hubby will be home, I can’t WAIT for that