06/30/2011

Well I’ve lost some weight 🙂  Paul being gone has given me some time to focus on myself. I’ve been running as often as I can and trying to eat better. I eat carrots and fruit as snacks and I’ve stayed away from chips and candy. If I want something sweet I have Fat Free Kemps chocolate milk (it’s skim) or I bought some ice cream that is 100 calories and 1 gram of fat. I really want to look good for Paul when I see him again but also I am doing this for myself. I feel a little more confident with the weight gone and I know I won’t be able to do much in the winter so I’ll have to find a way to stay motivated so I don’t put the pounds back on… I do have a free gym membership while he is away but it’s so hard to find someone to watch our daughter.

Paul’s in some training right now and said that their phones might be taken away, however there are 2 army guys that I know that have their phones right now. One of them is my neighbor and I was over at his house visiting with his wife and he was texting her. The other one lives up the block from me and he’s been on facebook… so why hasn’t Paul texted me??? He can’t say they took the phones away cause that would be a lie. Maybe he’s busy and maybe I will hear from him later… when he told me the phones might be taken away I told him that it’s gonna suck and he said "it’s only a few days, it will be fine." and it made me feel like it won’t bother him much not to talk to me…

I get to see him though for a BBQ soon and I already bought a new shirt (in honor of my weight loss) and I’m gonna look at Victoria’s Secret for a new bra today. I know they’re expensive but a friend of mine has one from there and she said she will not go back to the cheap ones so I figure it will be worth it.

Well off to get ready for the mall… and in case your wondering I’ve lost 9 pounds… only 6 more to go and I am at my pre-baby weight