My New Years & stuff

Was BORING! I worked all weekend from 2pm friday till 2pm on Sunday. Then I went home and made a pizza for Paul and I in which I cooked a little too long and bought Paul some beer and me some juice and tried to stay awake to see 2007 and didn’t. Paul woke me up either at midnight or sometime after and kissed me and I went back to sleep I remember that much. *sigh*

Next week I have a Doctor Appointment (the 10th) so I’m gonna try to remember to ask her about scheduling an ultrasound for me so I can find out what we are having. This pregnancy has gone by kind of fast and I can’t believe I’m 4 and a half months.

We go to Iowa next Thursday already and I’m kind of excited. I already want to start packing. I think I’m going to so I can pack my 2 maternity outfits away.

My sister just called me & now I have family issues… My little brother is $1,700 in debt (his own fault) and is getting kicked out of his apartment and has 10 days because he party’s too much.  So it’s his fault but I still feel bad. I can’t help him out because Paul & I have our own stuff to deal with and my grandparents won’t help him cause we had some issues with him before Christmas that they are still pissed about and they don’t want any of us to help him. So I don’t know…. things are fine but suck at the same time.

I get tomorrow off thank goodness. I need a day off, I miss my 4 days off in a row and I think that’s why I’m looking forward to going to Iowa to spend time with Paul & family and to get away from stuff.

EDIT: Ok so I am sort of stressed out right now…. So these 2 girls I work with Jackie and Tina well Tina gave Jackie some of her hours cause Tina has a better job than this one and my boss put a note up saying to clear it with her before we do that. I guess Jackie talked to her today and she is pissed that they did that, and then somehow I was brought into the picture about how I don’t like working with Lana and that the feeling was mutual (Cause Jackie is working with me instead of Lana this weekend.) So I told Jackie that when I have my baby after a couple months I would probably be coming back and she told me to not depend on it. This company is crappy and I didn’t think about that. Of course why would they hold my job? No wonder why people quit this place ALL the time. She doesn’t give me enough hours, so she doesn’t have to offer me medical. In fact she hires other people and my hours are 2 days a week and every other weekend. (which I don’t mind right now being pregnant cause this job is stressful) But when she wants me to work on days I have off (like last Thursday) I do… I’m tired of bending over for these people but I figure I would come back & only work on days that fit Paul’s schedule. Guess that’s not gonna happen. I would LOVE to take a lot of time off to be with my baby… like 6 months but with bills coming in after we have the baby I don’t know if that is an option. So I am SCARED out of my mind… my job SUCKS ASS and I am TOTALLY STRESSED THE HELL OUT… UGH HELP ME

*****SCREAMS*****