9-11

Wow so 5 years ago that happened? Man time flies. Last night I had a break down because of that. It’s amazing but I didn’t have anyone hurt when that happened but I’m so emotional about it. It’s just sad, and I hate how things in this world have become. I will say God Bless our troops and those who have lost someone on that day and those who have lost someone in the war with Iraq & ALL of their families. I wish we were done with this but I’m starting to wonder if we ever will be. It’s still hard for me to watch those planes crash into those towers. I don’t like to re- live that moment. That United 93 is on Dvd and I told Paul I don’t want that cause it’s too hard to watch.

Speaking of Paul guess who’s thinking of joining the army again… yea I’m stressed out because of it. My uncle just joined again and  today was his enlistment day. If Paul joins then we WILL be having a baby cause I am NOT going to lose my husband cause of this damn war and not have any part of him left. I don’t care if we have been married for 2 years but I will NEVER re-marry either. My wedding day was forever and I meant it, and if something happens to him I will take our love to my grave. There is no one like my Paul and there never will be.

My boss has been super understanding to me. I told her what happened with Paul. I can’t tell too many people about it cause this town is small and I don’t want him to lose his chance up at North Shore Mining, he’s next on the hiring list- Damn small towns.

Anyways this tired girl is going to go now… I get done with work in a half hour. I’m gonna go to the bank and put my MUCH needed check in there and go home to my babe! Talk to you guys later! Thanks for listening to me sorry I’m so stressed out.