“No, I’m Sid.”

M is down for a nap, and I’m "watching" 500 Days of Summer and just unloaded the dishwasher – I’m trying to do a flurry of things today that I didn’t get done over the rest of Spring Break. I’d like to end the day with a clean…really, really clean…apartment. We’ll see if I make it to "passable." It’s hard to get anything done because I only slept two hours and a couple minutes last night – because I found something intriguing at mydeathspace.com. (I found that site googling Brian after he died, and it sucks me in from time to time.) What a cruddy way to spend precious time! I have so many more important things to take care of.

For example, I’d like to plan something for the kids tomorrow in the way of, you know, like…lessons or something, ha. These next three weeks are going to be weird. I’m almost completely beyond teaching as my career…it just doesn’t seem likely with the job market, and I’ve just about completely moved on to law school in my head. Ridiculous. I MUST have some kind of long-term ADD. Of course, these kids I’m with right now need to learn, and we’ve established ourselves, so I’ll keep pluggin’! The ironic thing is that I’ll probably do better with the pressure off.

Ugh. I’m starving. We are beyond poor at the moment, and I’ve been only eating things that M can’t, like Pop-Rocks and almonds. Luckily, I begged my mom for spaghetti last night…and she said no, but then called back and offered for tonight, which is AWESOME! I’m counting down the hours!