07/27/2013

 Social 

 
So I’ve been pretty social and busy lately which is good but also draining. I find unless I really take time for myself and say no to something’s here and there I end up loosing myself and get very tired. 
 
I’ve been hanging out w a friend alot lately. She just broke up w her bf around the same time as me. But seems like she found someone quite quick. I can’t judge how "perfect" it rally is yet but she calls him her knight and says she’s in love already. I cautioned her since she was pretty upset about her ex it seemed. But she can do what she may. 
 
Me I haven’t really been taking many guys that seriously. A guy picked me up a few weeks ago while I was lost looking for my friend and he seemed sweet but as I talked to him on the phone he seems kind of like a jerk. Scratch that pretty much is a jerk. When he first met me he was like if love to take you to Greek town for drinks and than when the time came down to it he tried to manipulate the situation so that I would settle on inviting him to my house. Which I obviously don’t do especially with a guy I don’t know well. He’s like oh you know what I would really like to do is go to your house and watch a movie with popcorn? Ummm no? Turns out he didn’t have the cash to do it, so I kind of was like ok I understand but I still wasn’t going to compromise especially since before that he was bragging about getting paid and the jobs he has.. So he’s kind of a flake. He’s been calling me on and off trying to see me last minute and getting all pissy when I am busy or tell him to actually make a DATE with me. At first he seemed charming and pretty cool but now he’s just annoying and a turn off 
 
So two options I can do
1. Tell him to fuck off next time I talk to him 
2. Put him in boy toy box if he is even good enough for that 
 
I had a guy over I used to deal with a few years back. But last time he came over he brought his friend and his friend was already belligerently drunk hitting on me hardcore and pulling my cats tail and spraying my frebreeze in my cats face!! I was disgusted and kicked both of them out. The friend started uttering death threats and calling me a ho and blah blah blah but I don’t care I just wanted them out. I don’t like having lots of people in my place. It was a big mistake. I told the other guy that wasnt cool and he apologized for him but he should’ve told his friend to chill and stop being so disrespectful. 
 
Where do I find these guys lol!?!??? That’s what me and this girl I went to coffee with today were pondering and laughing about. 
 
We met at a social womens group. She’s pretty cool. We laughed and clicked. Seems like she likes going out and doing things. Which is fun.
 
I need more gf in my life. Guys are just annoying sometimes and fusterating. I have pretty much lost alot of hope and faith in the dating scene especially anything online. 
 
I went out to the corner pub last night and met a guy. He was a broken man though and depressing. But he bought me a drink. He asked for the finest scotch there was. Lol. But it was like pulling teeth talking to him and he seemed kind of depressed and really bashing himself and overly kind of cynical after awhile. But he was ok to talk to for awhile anyways. 
 
When I came back from the washroom he had left. He lives around the area so I will see him again but I don’t really care. I thought it was kind of rude but good thing I didn’t really like him or anything anyways so I can’t really complain. 
 
Tonight I am staying in. My cash is low and the weathers not the best. 
 
So yeah nothing else really that exciting. But good things are soon to come!!! 
 
My bday is in a month and new gf has the same bday so she invited me to her party thing dinner and drinks sounds like alot of fun and an excuse to buy a nice outfit!