Blind heart

 You say your not using me 

I look at you 
I can’t believe it 
But I don’t wanna loose you 
But something’s missing now 
And I can’t continue without what you gave me 
Because it hurts when there is no more love 
No more care 
Can’t go backwards with you 
It’s either love or its done 
Anything else is just so cheap 
But it seems like to you that price is too steep 
I hate that I fell so hard 
wasn’t supposed to be anything else 
Did you intend to care 
How come I can’t beleive any of it was real 
But still want it and not settle for less 
I won’t come see you if this is the way it’s going to stay 
I will not try to put something back together that can’t even be found 
I don’t even have any idea if the distance is even about me 
But either way not having any priority hurts 
I always wanted to be something more to you 
But it seems like I’m waiting in queue </div>
Can’t wait till the sting fades away 
Cause I know its not going to last 
But still it hurts because the heart can’t tell from the past 
Can’t tell the distance 
The future 
I am trying to tell it 
But it won’t listen