guilty

So I invited this irish guy that I met at a bar a few weeks back over. Hes been bugging me for awhile to hook up again and i just kept putting him off because I wasnt really sure if  I wanted to see him again.

SO he came over and we started fooling around but he got all mad that I wanted to use a condom. Last time we were so drunk and we didnt use one. But this time I wanted to be safe and sure. I mean I dont know this fucking guy, I dont wanna get pregnant. So we argued about it and I told him I could get pregnant and hes like no girl has ever gotten pregnant with me before. I said there is always a first time for anything and that I am not doing it unless we use one. Hes like I think I am impotent, I am like whatever we are still using one.

So I went down on him for a bit and than I put it on him, than he mentions how it would be much better without and I am like what ever..lets not get into it. Than all of a sudden he gets off me and takes the condom off and leaves the room saying I feel guilty, I cant do this.I am like why? are you married or something? and hes like no I have a kid and I feel guilty, You have a kid?!?! and you wanted to fuck me without a condom seriously. I dont know the whole story but it must be messed up. He was by the door I unlocked it and told him to get out and slammed the door. I mean I wasnt really that upset about it because lets face it I am not dumb enough to think that someone cant get me pregnant no liar or smooth talker can convince me other wise. But it was a buzzkill. no more sex for awhile too many douchey guys out there….