the good the bad and the ugly

so my day sucked for the most part. i am sick with a bad sinus infection..and i had the bitchy employee of mine today. i just had a ten hour shift with her the other day and things were fine but today she just went off on me and some other people around ugh. i know i have to talk to her one on one but today i was just literally sick and tired no good energy was left in me!!!!

i had a few embarassing moments so far., one of them happened yesterday actually. my guy gave me a hickey accidenty like five days ago it was barely noticable or so i thought. i go into work a few minutes late my boss and a few other employees are outside the first thinig one of the shit disturbers say to me is it looks like a vacuum attacked your neck.. i didnt know what the fuck to say so i didnt say shit and just gave her a look afterwards. ugh . another one happened 2 weeks ago I was trying to get out a piece of paper to write something my boss was saying to me and out comess a fucking condom wrapper. so humiliating. ugh;;

anyways theres this funny real rasta looking guy that wears a lot of tattered clothes right. nice guy named Norman. I have said hey hows it going to him a few times. today he comes in and is like you are new here right.. and i am like yeah…i been here three weeks now i have seen you around we have talked briefly. and hes like oh you look different…you got a more leisurely look to you today.; it just made me llaugh the chooice of words. than out of the blue hes like so Angela you go to school and i am like well i graduated from culinary school and now i work here. and hes like you couldnt find a better place to work lol i was laughing but obviously i defended where i work i make alot more working where i work than any other min wage job full time and i do enjoy it for the most part. most of the people are very welcoming and nice. more than welcoming really. and than there are some that are the extreme opposite.. its hard becaue i am not a real agressive assertive person.. i am more peace making so its something i need to work on standing up for myself more.. alll i feel is fear; sometimes. its hard for me to say no. i have this prevailing sense of guilt sometimess.

another funny story is about this woman named Dawn and she is suck a hippy i think she wears there perscription elton john type glasses

she shows me her medical weed membership card today haha she says i am part of the drug club . lol

anyways just waiting for my temp boyfriend to come over. we might go swimming tomm since my pool is now officiallly open!! yay should be fun. otherwise i am just watching the movie waiting…. its prettty good

p.s have you ever had to delete someone from facebook because you just got so jealous of their status updates.