temporary girlfriend

wtf? that is what my guy said this morning while we were joking around. it pissed me off though. I mean I know we havent been seeing eachother for so long and he is going away in August for a month back home to Croatia but still kind of made me sad that something like that would slip out of his mouth. because most likely it was the truth. but in the end we just have to take things as they come. I am letting him do his own thing when hes there as I am going to do the same. we will see when he comes back how things work out. it will be about two months when he leaves so i dont really think i can claim him or anything. its funny how much time together matters and how much it doesnt at the same time. i mean we have gotten close fast but its not like we are thinking marriage,moving in together or babies. so i really dont think we are moving THAT fast. pus the month off will be a test and a welcome break. so we will see. i like that he forces me to be in the present and just take things more lightly you know. i am sometimes too intense and future and past thinking. he helps me see the light hearted side of life and he makes me laugh like crazy. he brings out a side of me that is rarely seen lately. as well as the sweet things he says and does. he is very affectionate and i need that in a guy.

anyways i am going shopping with a girl friend soon and i wanna quickie straighten my hair so i gtg ttyl!