12:05 a.m.

I got back from the shore about five hours ago. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be. Whatever. I listened to the rest of digimortal. It’s fu*king awesome. The song “Invisible wounds(dark bodies)” is definitely on the list as one of my favorite songs of all time.

I wasn’t home for even half an hour when I called Kim. I was on the phone with her for two and a half hours. I think I gave her mono. That sucks, but there is a possibility it could be something worse that she inherited from her mom. I swear, if she gets really sick and has to stay in the hospital, I’m going to stay with her until she gets out. That probably won’t happen, but if it does, she knows she’s got me. We were talking more about Michelle and Ashley. Kim thinks Ashley could have been using me to get sex. That’s kind of a longshot, but it almost happened. I don’t know if that is Ashleys state of mind, but whatever. I still do like Michelle. I never planned that one. I don’t know what to do. Hopefully tomorrow I can go to Kims house and watch a movie with her. I haven’t seen her in a week. I just hope I can see her.

Let’s see, favorite songs of all time-

“Colors in division”- Dizneyfist

“Be quiet and drive(far away)” “One weak”- Deftones

“Invisible wounds(dark bodies)” “Replica” “Ressurection”- Fear Factory

“Purity”- Slipknot

Any song by Staind

“Real love”- John Lennon and The Beatles

“Nothing to Gein”- Mudvayne

“Nothing else matters”- Metallica

I have to see Kim tomorrow. I also have to see Michelle tomorrow, but she said she was going to hang out with Ashley. WHAT THE FU*K DID I GET MYSELF INTO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I don’t want that again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right now, Kim is actually keeping me sane, for once! When I was getting off the phone with her, I could have sworn she said “I love you,” even though I wasn’t sure, I said

“I love you too.” This past week, when I would get off the phone with her, she wouldn’t say it, so I don’t know. Even though I mean it, I’m scared to say it if she doesn’t. That’s kind of pathetic, but whatever.

Goddamit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Green day is on Letterman!!!!!!! I HATE GREEN DAY WITH A PASSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMMIT THEY SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn, I can’t wait until this school year is over. Hopefully, this summer will be a good one. I have a feeling it will be. We’ll see.