<<<< so evan called. and. here’s what’

Right so. he’s not doing too great. but he’s been opening up to me more which is. really. good. as he never used to. [and] I also appreciate it since I know how hard that is. he said his holidays weren’t happy but they were ok far from great. he didn’t do anything wasn’t w/ anyone. sounds [like he was/he’s been] lonely.

yeah. so have I.

and that he misses us. [like I said. opening up]. well ok so he didn’t say exactly that but when I told him that and what I missed he’s like "yeah me too".

his holidays weren’t that good last year either. for him. hm…. and it was right around this time last yr. that we ran into each other again after 4 months of not seeing each other. also ‘hm….’.

Yeah so I. [also] opened up to him. for the 1st time ever I was able to verbalise the words "I was abused". and no I don’t mean sexually/physically. [I mean] [verbally]. by my mom. in HS. I’ve never done that. I told him about 2 incidents. I don’t ever do that.

and wow. that’s pretty. powerful. and amazing.

yeah. we got a good thing going. I just wish. it was more often. [of course if it did I wouldn’t be so damn happy when he called. I wouldn’t appreciate it as much].